When you’re in first place in Mario Kart and shit starts going down behind you
Let’s turn this blog’s depressing aura around.
So everything sucked. I’ll keep going… Keeping my troubles to myself… The day when I break down… Hmph. Suicidal thoughts then? This really got to me.
How pathetic. I’m *E10+*ing pathetic. I need to just face the fact that I’m not supposed to be happy and I’m just supposed to make others happy. *E10+*. I hate this. I can’t even DO THAT. I make everything worse. Honestly, I don’t even want to start classes at college. I hate this so much.
Why. Why can’t I just get one wish. ONE WISH. It’s not like what I wish for would destroy the balance of the entire world. Gods damn it. Just one… I just want one thing to happen. One thing I’ve always wished for.
Let me smile sincerely once…